Where Have My Post Gone??????????

I could swear that I put in a post just the other day and it isnt here. That has been happening lately. It never shows up for several days then WAM@! a new post is added. HMM wonder if any one else is having these problems or is it just me.
I think I am going to be dismissed from my job soon. Because of missing an extra day last week. There isnt anything I can do about it though. I had a cyst on my overies burst. THAt HURTS! It didnt feel good at all. Anyway.... so now they are telling me I need to find my priorties. Well they arent here. They are sitting in 3 diffrent classrooms learning ( I hope ) about something very inportant.

I wanna go HOME !!!!!!

I am sitting here waiting fo for the boss to go so I can slip away. My manager said I could leave early so I dont know why I need to wait. This is the office boss so it can be my butt and his if I dont. I have a 7:00 and will nevermake it if I caint sneek out early. UGGG!!! This would have never happend if he would have switched with me like I had asked him to.
Any way I am going to find away to get serious about the whole dieting thing again. I just caint seem to do it. I dont know why. I overeat and eat the wrong things.I need to weigh myself and see where I am now. It would help if I didnt go downstairs at all. They always have so much junk down there. Plus I have to find an excercise plan. I dont want to do the Richard Simmons tape I have been doing.I guesse it is time to change again. I should keep a food diary too. Like today I had too much I know I did. Atleast of the wrong things. I guesse I am going to have to quit stopping at the gas station that serves food. I dont know what to do but I will figure it out.