Monday, July 25, 2005


I found this little daisy and I just love it! I think daisy's are the most friendly happy flowers. I planted about a dozen of the big Shasta daisy's but they didn't last too long in this heat. It is suppose to get up to a 105 degrees today. I don't think it will.
Ok now down to business. I am going to start some changes. I know, I know! I have said this before. But this time I really have to. I weight more almost as much as I did before I went to Doctor C to loose weight. I did everythig I was suppose to to try for my stomach lapband but it doesn't looklike it is going to happen. So now here I sit. Fat, tired, extremely unhealthy, all do to too many candy bars and I have to do something about this. I AM SICK OF IT!! I have a diet plan the dietician gave to me. I found a diet diary to write down the stuff I eat. Now I just have to kick myself into gear. I bought the exercise equipment to work out on. Now all I have to do is just do it! I want to go to the Holiday party and look terrific. So it looks like I am going to have to do it on pure me.
I should be able to do it too. I am running on my own fuel as far as everything else. For the first time in my life I am not on no appetite suppressant or any other drugs. I have been getting more done then I thought I would. I am going to get some vitamins and do this!. Then if along the way I get approved for the lapband all the better. I think I will post my progress as I go.

So I hope you check back and forth and get a glimse of whats up. If anyone has any suggestions PLEASE feel free to send them to me.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

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Friday, July 15, 2005

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

Things are slowly going down hill all the time. Financially of course. I really think it is time we make drastic changes to our life, But how do I get hubby ( a creature of habit ) to agree?